Its been long.....Really long!!!!!!
I know i haven't done anything since i had made up this blog . Hurts me for i wasn't able to only because the dreamer seems to have not had any means of getting onto the worlds most fast paced network the INTERNET !!.
So, what is it that I have been doing for so long . Even I myself wonder ... Seriously, only cause since the day I got back to my hometown I seem to have gone into a trance where everything seemed less to be worried about... say for a fact; I have been here for about 6 months and so far I have joined 4-5 different jobs and left all of them after a month or two and the last one I was in I got kicked out for poor performance.
Now, I did lose hope but not in life I just lost hope about if I could ever conquer anything in life and if i was meant to live .
You see as a person I see myself as very self motivated and always riding myself for the better of things in life . But, recently when I lost my mind giving up on myself I was left hurt and had started hurting my own feelings . For example those who looked unto me as a better person are looking at me like I lost everything in my life. But, this never hurt my feeling as I have seen life as a person for both ends of the world . 1) Being the better of the best and 2) being in the worst condition still always lived as a better person .
What makes me feel bad is when a person seems to start getting the better things in life they forget who they were when they had nothing. I have always had this question what is it that money makes people change for ?.
You see when a person has nothing as money they have a lot to give as a human being . Say they have humanity , respect , humility , etc
But , then when money get the better of a person all of that is taken over by Ego, Pride, Necessity , and the worst a way of putting the others down ! why does that happen ????
Simple things that never made a difference seems to get bigger only with the change in the attitude!..
Well, But then there's always the other side if you lose your mind due to issues like I have faced . Then always remember to make sure you learn to ignore and advance forward with a clear conscience or if you cant do that then always try your best only to listen and focus and do everything only for yourself make sure your only goal in life is all about yourself . It may sound radical that am asking you to have less focus on the ones you love but I say this only because when you focus on a better you . You make a difference even to those who you care for .
Thanks again for reading ...
Have a great day !!
I know i haven't done anything since i had made up this blog . Hurts me for i wasn't able to only because the dreamer seems to have not had any means of getting onto the worlds most fast paced network the INTERNET !!.
So, what is it that I have been doing for so long . Even I myself wonder ... Seriously, only cause since the day I got back to my hometown I seem to have gone into a trance where everything seemed less to be worried about... say for a fact; I have been here for about 6 months and so far I have joined 4-5 different jobs and left all of them after a month or two and the last one I was in I got kicked out for poor performance.
Now, I did lose hope but not in life I just lost hope about if I could ever conquer anything in life and if i was meant to live .
You see as a person I see myself as very self motivated and always riding myself for the better of things in life . But, recently when I lost my mind giving up on myself I was left hurt and had started hurting my own feelings . For example those who looked unto me as a better person are looking at me like I lost everything in my life. But, this never hurt my feeling as I have seen life as a person for both ends of the world . 1) Being the better of the best and 2) being in the worst condition still always lived as a better person .
What makes me feel bad is when a person seems to start getting the better things in life they forget who they were when they had nothing. I have always had this question what is it that money makes people change for ?.
You see when a person has nothing as money they have a lot to give as a human being . Say they have humanity , respect , humility , etc
But , then when money get the better of a person all of that is taken over by Ego, Pride, Necessity , and the worst a way of putting the others down ! why does that happen ????
Simple things that never made a difference seems to get bigger only with the change in the attitude!..
Well, But then there's always the other side if you lose your mind due to issues like I have faced . Then always remember to make sure you learn to ignore and advance forward with a clear conscience or if you cant do that then always try your best only to listen and focus and do everything only for yourself make sure your only goal in life is all about yourself . It may sound radical that am asking you to have less focus on the ones you love but I say this only because when you focus on a better you . You make a difference even to those who you care for .
Thanks again for reading ...
Have a great day !!
